Warning to fellow "Word Nerds" and "Grammar Gurus"

Though I am an editor, I'm not going to sensor or edit my thoughts in this blog.
Hopefully, I don't make grammatical errors. If I do, get over it... I'm human!

Monday, November 5, 2012

More poems relating to bullying


Hiding

I struggle to show
what I can do,
all that I know.

Can I be
The real me
Or who you
want to see.

I’m hiding
the me
I’m striving
to be.

Why do I hide?
How can I lie?
Where is my pride?
When can I fly?

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Too Late

Life is too difficult.
There are many roads to choose from.
How do I now which one to take?
I have gone down many that ended too fast.
I want to find one I can follow the rest of my days.
If I don’t come across it soon,
I fear I will not be able to go on further.
I don’t want to hurt anymore.
There is only one road that leads
Away from this painful place.
There is only one road to heaven’s gate.
I don’t want to die and I don’t want to live.
But those are my only choices.
Living is too hard. I don’t have the strength.
But to die would be the coward’s way out.
Do I want to suffer or do I just quit.
I am here on this bridge trying to decide.
The wind is strong and its hard to hold on.
Well that was an easy decision. I have no choice.
My decision was not to die,
But I made it too late.


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IT

It is so black.
It keeps us from coming back.
It makes it hard for some to cope.
It gives some feelings of ended hope.
It occurs in many forms.
It is outside of all norms.
It is something most of us fear.
It often takes those we hold dear.
It is an end to all life.
It can stop mortal strife.
It gives us no reason to sing.
Death is a terrible thing.


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Where with all,
You have the gull,
To see your life,
Be it joy or strife,
As worth a lot,
For all you’ve got.





First draft of one of the YWRP workshop poems

Here is where the thought started. The final piece (in a previous post) is where it lead.


To fight for what you know
to be true, can make
you stand on your own
for too long.



How can you feel that
you are a part
of something, when
others treat you like
nothing?

  

Being alone is sinking
into a dark pit
of despair.



You can’t get out,
because no one
is there.



Trapped and falling
far from the top.
Never seeing where
it will stop.



Sunday, November 4, 2012

My piece for the You Will Rise Project workshop

Here are pics of the piece I am putting into the exhibit.

The poems are too hard to read in the pics, so here they are.


Different!
Different!
Different!
Alone,
I stand.

Grasping!
Grasping!
Grasping!
Without
a hand.

Myself!
Myself!
Myself!
I try
to be.

Nothing!
Nothing!
Nothing!
Others
call me.

Alone!
Alone!
Alone!
Sinking
into a pit.

Falling!
Falling!
Falling!
Fearing
the hit.

Stop!
Stop!
Stop!
Wanting
an end.

Help!
Help!
Help!
Needing
a friend.




To fight for
the you
who is true,
can make
you stand
on your own
for too long.

How can you
Feel that
you are a part
of something,
when others
treat you 
like 
nothing?

Being alone
is sinking
into a dark pit
of despair.

You can’t
get out,
because
no one
is there. 

Trapped, 
falling
far from
the top.
Never seeing
where
it will stop.




Friday, November 2, 2012

I guess I should post a new blog...

I know, I know. I haven't posted on here in a very long time.

I've been working way too much lately, and haven't had time for much else. As soon as I finished grad school work picked up. I will finally get some down time when I take 2 weeks of vacation November 10-25. I really need it.

I am going to try to write during my vacation. I have so many projects that I started and never finished.

I have recently started writing some poetry. I was inspired by some amazing teenager that I met at the You Will Rise Project workshop. The workshop participants are creating anti-bullying artwork that will help educate the community on the affects of bullying from the perspective of students who have been bullied themselves. The workshop volunteers are also expected to submit something. I wrote two poems that discuss how victims can feel as they are falling into a pit. The two poems will form the sides of the pit in a piece of art I'm creating with fabric. I have to finish it this weekend, so I'll post a picture of it in a few days.

As I have been working about 10 hours a day, I'm too tired to continue writing. 

I promise to post sometime this weekend.

Night!